Mar 24, 2012

what the fuck i thought i was going to be sad and this was going to be hard without you.

yet i haven’t cried once.

if i was still with you i’d be crying every 30 minutes.

this is a weird feeling.

i like it.

i don’t even miss you.

Mar 22, 2012

oh my god. i did it. i left. i left you. now a huge weight has been lifted on my shoulder and i’m genuinely happy. oh my god i broke your fucking spell. oh my god.

i feel so good.

ugh.

maybe it’ll hit me tomorrow but right now i’m so happy.

i’m fine.

i’m okay.

i thought this would be hard.

i almost feel bad because it isn’t…